eyes to the sky.

a song to set the scene // sweet home - nostalgia version by syml

It all started when something fell from the sky.

And no- despite the fact that there have been many unidentified objects shot down from the sky in the last few weeks, this wasn’t one of them.

It was better.

As timing would have it, I glanced up just as a shooting star burst across the night’s sky.

Curious to see as to if I could catch another lucky glimpse at one, I kept my eyes glued to the sky for the rest of the drive home.

Unfortunately, I saw none; but, as fortune would have it, I did catch a glance of something else.

Something even better.

Not quite believing what my eyes were seeing, I peered closer as a streak of color danced in the dead of night.

To my delight, I was seeing the great northern lights.

And my did she dazzle.

Like nearly every other Alaskan in town, my gem and I drove in search of a space to gaze.

Bypassing familiar spots where spicy sky viewers harassed the use of headlights, my gem and I wound up at Cannery Road.

All above us, the sky gleamed the loveliest of greens.

Pulling up next to a snowbank, we shut the car off and watched in awe at this stunning display of color and movement.

I was struck.

How could nature put on such a dazzling display? How was I lucky enough to watch such a sensational show?

At the right place at the right time, we then settled back in our seats and kept our eyes to the sky.

Suddenly, I felt a single tear drop make its way down my cold cheeks.

The northern lights took my breath away.

(partly due to the single digit degrees now slinking their way into our cold car)

I’ve lived in Alaska well over 20 years, and my curiosity at this magnificent state continues to grow.

This was our backyard.

This was our home.

How lucky am I to live here, to witness the astonishing aurora?

Captivated by the way the colors changed, moved, danced, and swayed across the canvas of the sky, I held onto my gem’s hand and let the rest of the warm tears trickle down my cheeks.

I felt flooded with gratitude, that Alaska could simultaneously slap us with single digit degrees and then turn around and bless us with this otherworldly nighttime display.

Only in Alaska.

(and Norway, Finland Iceland, Greenland, Sweden, and Canada, amongst others)

At some point, the lights faded back into the atmosphere, and my gem and I made our way home.

We never stopped looking up though.

As I lay in bed later that night, bundled under layers of blankets, I remembered the shooting star I had seen earlier that evening.

Imagine I hadn’t been looking up.

Think about what I might have missed had that star not winked at me on its way across the sky.

It pays to pay attention.

It pays to notice, and to lean into our curiosities and honor our fascination with this planet.

We truly live in a wonderful world.

And with every unidentified object being shot down from the sky, there also lies a shooting star, reminding us that we have a lot to be grateful and appreciative for down here.

season finale.

a song to set the scene // married life by michael giacchino

It was, as my gem best described it, the feeling as if the latest season of “Keeping up with the Krulls” was ending.

I was standing in the shower and my gem, somehow, was able to read the look on my face.

“A season finale,” I repeated to him, nodding.

Shoot. He was right.

This season was coming to a close.

It was the last episode.

Not to be confused with a series finale”, it felt as though there had been a shift, a sweet ending to one chapter and the beginnings of another.

In this so called season finale, we lost one of our central characters.

Written off the show for bigger and better opportunities, the Krull family suffered the departure of one of their own, who was off to try his hand out in the world of politics.

Present in every episode, his absence was felt by all, particularly my sister, whom he had just gotten married to.

Suddenly, it was as though all we knew, all we were used to, was flipped upside down.

Things were suddenly…. empty, without him here.

As we strove to adjust to life without him, I realized that as one character lost her man, another character gained one.

You know what always comes with a season finale?

A new season premier.

And suddenly: I was the star of the show.

See, during the throes of this season finale, my gem moved in.

While I’m lucky we live in the 21st century and don’t have to answer to horrified looks of shock when we tell people we’ve moved in together unmarried (gasp!), there still holds significance to this rather large life change.

I’ve lived with plenty of roommates in my life (some good, some… not so good), but moving in with someone I’m intimate with, is rather different.

You’re no longer just sharing a space with someone. You’re sharing a space and building a life with them.

“My” space suddenly became our space, and while there are currently many exhausting and harrowing aspects of adulthood (can we please talk about inflation here), getting to live with my gem is not one of them.

Learning how to cohabitate a space certainly hasn’t been a walk in the park.

I mean, I was perfectly content with my two cats.

We’ve had our fair share of challenges- like getting burned by boiling soup, and shaking a bottle of peanut sauce only to discover that the lid was not on (that looked like a murder scene- let me tell you), but getting through them, together, has been an adventure.

It’s the next step, an investment in our future.

And that, my friends, has been worth every cry over spilled peanut sauce.

This is big.

This is huge!

While I’m lucky enough to score someone who is the most phenomenal cook, and who genuinely loves to deep clean a bath tub (I know, right?), I’m most grateful for the opportunity to get to know my gem even more.

In the end, I feel that even though my world turned upside down, the world somehow magically turned right side up again.

One season ended and another one is just beginning.

And honestly? I have a feeling that this season is going to be one worth watching.